Dayalives

My world? It consists of Yann Tiersen music. Foreign movies at independent theatres. Not being able to sleep at night because a part of me is still afraid. Choosing livejournal over a reallife party, because parties are overrated anyway. Knowing that I have three really good friends, and one of them is my mother. Playing hide-and-seek at night in Friend#1’s huge garden. Getting snailmail from Friend#2 while she’s in France. Visiting the UK twice a year because it feels like home to me. Trying to attain a British accent (and probably failing, so far). Having crushes on men that are too old for me. Writing nonsense because it frees the mind. Loving animals often more than people, because they don’t talk about you behind your back. Dreaming of being a rockstar. Wishing that I was really creative. Escaping from reality through a good book, or film, or song. Laughing with my friends about something small and silly. Making Tiramisu with them, because that is our “specialization”. Being my best friend’s Secret Santa for three years in a row and still enjoying it. Sleepovers. Reminiscing about high school, because I’m not ashamed to say I long back to those days. Going to a rock concert/festival and knowing I’m lucky to be able to share the experience with my family. Walking through the snow and being amazed at how beautiful the strange white substance makes everything look. Being fed up with this city’s polluted air and wanting to emigrate as soon as possible, but at the same time being very fond of my country. Feeling safer here than in other countries where there are earthquakes and tsunami’s or where people carry guns to school. Procrastinating, always procrastinating. Hating myself every now and then for not doing what’s best for me. But being proud when I’ve created something that makes people smile. And always, ALWAYS thinking about how crazy this life is. That’s my life. That’s my world. Is it the same as yours? Show me.